Attributes

A confused state of mind comes when contradiction, judgment and self-denigration becomes a habit. The whole heart vs mind vs morals vs practicality and the basic characteristics of ones nature all collide creating havoc.

The nature of your state is a caring one, even for an enemy or a person of disinterest. The hope for making the world a better place with peace and satisfaction fall in a paradox with the state of live and let live or care but not really.

The attraction to a flawed world or flawed people plays an important part of the process of making you what your are.

Having flaws yourself with anticipation for a fix and the act to promote fixes is where the whole problem begins.

Where exactly is the limit. Is there really any?

For hurting someone you sometimes feel bad and sometimes not when it is the same way it was done.

How exactly can one relate, retaliate or conduct your ownself in a situation purely depends on an emotional state.

Like so, you are attracted to a person or thing that has its flaws where as the option if given have better results and probabilities in effect, yet you still see pros and ignore diligently the better prospects for that very particular person or thing.

Does of any of it make sense? May be, may be not.

Deciding to go ahead to do something against your nature is the change trending. However it will not last long. The fallback will be always be based on the characteristics of its true nature.

Under a certain timeframe

You remain the same

An event suddenly occurs

And those moments you couldn’t reclaim

Burning out the bright flame

The overcoming of complete shame

All happens in a split second

You only then have yourself to blame

Then is what changed the game

When realization upon you came

For now the state of change begins

How you proceed, reap and proclaim

There is no downside or an upside nor a positive or a negative perception over this. It is just what it is. The outcome is and the black or white is always based on the other pair eyes. Now you could either close your own or just roller over, ignore and move on. It gets tricky when you do both of that and yet go back for another peek.

Now that right there is either called a judgement or hope towards a probable change.

It takes a split second for a conversation to go sideways or a situation to occur that could carry out a drastic change for already set plans. Chances for a reversal? you just never know. the whole cause and effect with its adversities of probability is the whole mystery of it all..