This Way, That way or the Other Way

A heartbreaking decision that spurred anger and hate.

A hope for a change of heart was brewing towards a hopeful fate. It wasn't expected, the results of a decision, though probability of it were perceived and precepted.

The whole aura around changes, the way you feel when you wake up in the morning or when the day ends and you know that there is no one waiting as you prepare to sleep through the night.

The anger dies down and the reason spring up, for those it were that created this array.

One moment it feels like it was the hardest thing to do but the pillar of it all was always the same.

Love - A feeling you can not comprehend or understand as it makes you do things against your own morals, principles and will.

Does this feeling come back once you decide to let go?

Are there triggers that reset the whole motions and notions?

Does Love go along with other emotions?

Does it feel any better if you have someone to share every moment of your life. However big or unimportant, there is always that one person you can not wait to text or call just to give the news flash you are so excited about or just to say you’re not upto it today and need comforting.

The person you can completely be yourself with, without being judged or accused of anything. The person who shows you your path is right when you're wandering and walks with you even when you're lost.

That person would never let you feel like you’re wrong though you horribly are.

Are there limits involved here though?

Would you get fed up and eventually give way?

Would your strength wither and selfishness take over?

Would you decide to leave and get yourself a doover?

Friendship -

Can be between two individuals. the relationship between those two can otherwise be anything as well.

Everyone has a support system, don't they?

But what if you have a negative support system or that you have been negatively approaching it?

Along with this comes the Love. Where the whole going against all odds comes into play.

You have absolutely no one and nowhere in the entire universe where you can be yourself and in it you find your space. You find that with the love and friendship in just one person amongst the billion people on the planet and it happens only once..Or does it?

One moment you’re together and other you are not.

That change of heart and circumstance and auras revolving around the sudden change due to events that occured over a longer period becomes mayhem within you.

What now? What next? Which way are you headed?

With a broken heart

You begin your fresh start

For the pain felt when you part

Is the change that will further help you restart

With the choices you make

The change of path you take

For whatever was before at stake

Has now become a lifelong ache

With hope so hopeless

Forget the path that was always aimless

Begin again and be dauntless

For now it's all become dreamless

The hardest part is setting the love free

For there was no other option you foresee

For your own happiness buried deep

You choose the path where you’d endlessly weep

Will You leave the door closed but unlocked and hope again for that person to come back without the door being knocked. Or would you simple stay side with open doors and wait for that person to just arrive.

Would you then let them back in? Or have you just that one last peek left to satisfy yourself within?

Or have you walked out that door yourself and locked it behind you and fled?

Or are you just going to stay inside within bolted doors and not open it for anyone know knocks?

Losing the only one that mattered

Leaves ne completely tattered

Then you feel helpless

And all you can do is be relentless

What will your move be? Is it too early to tell or is it too late to dwell?

The anger and hate that first you felt, always melts away into oblivion.. The path you choose is for yourself alone or will you walk with the love and friendship that you however plan to disown through your own disrespect for it.

Stubbornness - can take over but it will change you forever!

What path will you be choosing..The clock however keeps ticking...